4th Feb 2010! The 1st day of spring!

its the 1st day of spring! (according to the chinese culture) @ " Li Chun"..

what's so special today? the egg stands up!

mom told us this since in...primary school? haha...missed it every year..success at last this year!

*ATTEN....TION!*

*mom trying~

*me wif the eggs~

*me wif the eggs 2~

mom said it starts from 6am in the morning till...dunno wat time la..but we leave it till just now, and its still standing! and its already past midnight..haha~

btw, notice the most of the eggs are whiter? they're freshly-laid eggs!!
well, some edy past several days la..

apparently the old box at our porch managed to attract not only a cat who brought her 4 kittens (they just opened their eye!) & put them inside, but also 2 hens which gives us 2 fresh eggs per day & a cock which stands there everyday to guard his 2 'wives' laying eggs..

the hens even laid eggs in the box, with the kittens in it (the cat was not there)..

*the 4 kittens..see the egg in it?

*the popular box..

*found this in the afternoon..the hen decided to hatch her egg...

what grandma said is indeed true! when a hen is hatching, it looks kinda like mabuk..i even can stand so near to it to snap the photo, & she doesn't look at me at all..just slightly swaying from side to side..

~looks like my hse gonna become zoo liao..~ haha~

Happy Spring everyone!

...

i don't know anymore.
perhaps i should quit being like this.
perhaps i should be more patient.
tired of it.

craving for some help.

WARRR!!!

can you believe it?? i was at war with like, more than 30 ppl???

...not to take a machine gun & shoot type...
but....

fighting to get ONE SINGLE damn carton of Yeo's chrysanthemum tea with more than 30 ppl including about 20 market-type-aunties!! in Giant sumore..can you imagine?!
i was thinking they can actually kill somebody for that drink!



you see!! as the worker push the drinks out, they're already grabbing it on the way! when reach the drink department, only left about 20..& i was surrounded by those aunties shouting like dunno wat...i'm almost killed for the drink..haha!

bought 2 floor covering-'tikar' in bm..i dunno how 2 say in eng la..(one for grandma, one for us).
yew & jing were holding them like they're holding poles or something while waiting for dad to adjust the places in the car...

(mom & grandma behind..)

anyway, bought the RMVB player at last..mom forced me to ask dad buy..me-asking dad buy something that is not a must in life..play me meh...
went back & start organizing it...opened the box...& saw....these:

oi so many colours la!!

the guidance booklet x provide any useful guidance sumore..luckily last time got see ppl do b4..
after 15mins with dad's help, tadaa! its usable!! damn happy la..hehe:D

will do my best to spend the next several days to help mom cleanup..hope my lazy worm x come out again la...

CNY's coming...but doesn't really have the mood to celeb it..can't really feel it...after grandpa's leaving...

miss him so much. still x dare to step into the memories. i know i still couldn't accept it. still trying.

hmm...nonit say anything bout it anymore.

gotta go...chaoz everyone..have a wonderful night:)

Support Support!!

This post is dedicated to my classmate- Wayne (decided to do one after saw susan's)..
She's one of the contestants in the 8tv singing competition-《终极天团 》!!

For now she's in the Top 12..(below de thanks to susan)

《终极天团 》宣传地点：

1月31
马六甲Mahkota 1点
Seremban 7点

2月6日
关丹Megamall 2点

2月7日
KL Time Square 2点

重点是：
用力的投票+支持


SoulFree成员
-Ruey&Orange&佳微！！！！
http://www.facebook.com/pages/zhong-ji-tian-tuanupgSoulFreeRueyOrangejia-wei/311896135743?ref=mf



-cheerful, active, pretty, good singing too!
(so admire her courage..must support oo!!)




wayne 加油 oo! L1 support you!

outing

as time passes by,
many things happens.
happy things.
sad things.
just find one moment to close your eyes,
feel the one alive inside you,
have the courage again
to continue your life..

many thing happened around lately..that makes me undergo the thinking-too-much mind to spin in stupidity-again.
breakups. divorces. depressions. breakups that links to depressions. illness. study stress. money problems. family problems. friend problems.

found my self very very lucky not to face those...well, except study stress la...that tortured me for one whole month.

think...think...think...

i really think i need something to focus on to take me off my thinking. too exaggerated rapid thinkings.

anyway, went out watching 大日子 with the gang just now-bie, mk, susu, vv, & jing shuang (js)..
chatted for almost 4 hrs! haha! had a great time with you guys there!

(the photo of the day! from left, mk, susu, me, js, vv, bie)

had tuition with js before back in form....2 & 3? i was sleepy that whole 2 years in tt..haha..but i noticed her from the 1st day there...she was so familiar, but there's -1% possibility that we knew or saw each other b4...the deja vu thing?

after stopping my classes there (well, as i rmb-red, she stopped 1st), saw her a couple of times more in erm....everywhere? like several times a year? even met during my driving lessons..but dunno she recognize me mou la...

then..BAM! 2day vv brought her out with us & i was looking at her so familiar ( ct recog coz she cut her hair? dunno la)...& as she said i'm familiar too, i think for while...ask her a couple of ques..& there she is...haha!
rupanye she's vv's neighbour + best friend. apala...so near yet so far..hahaha...(妈说有缘?)

btw, she's a nice girl..a very active + sporting one too!

she told us bout ( Lee Shi Yean) the girl from Klang who got leukemia who needed 500k for her treatment...notice the chain mail, post on fb & in the news in China Press? she's the friend of friend of hers...& she actually is the one who created & passed on the mails & all...contribute if you guys can? other than the treatment fee, she also needs 'O' type of blood..currently she's in Subang Jaya Medical Centre- Room 522..

*recently many ppl told me that my blog is too boring? all words, little photos, no this no that, too 'si si kak kak'?
sei lo...
i'm lazy la wey..this blog's existence also because frens all ask to create de..
yea i know la..this blog is as boring as its owner..too ngam cham & all...
will do my best to improve it lo....find one day ask the 'blog 大师'- mk to teach me lo...haiz........

anyway, just wanna say all the best to the ppl around me..to someone special, no matter what happens, i'm with you okay?

dee dum dum...chaoz...nitey everyone=)

the END!!

end of finals! FREEDOM at last!!!!
suffered badly through the whole thing..well, emotionally & mentally..
guess it'll be worth it?

well, except for the stupiak io paper. havta prepare 80 bucks for it jor..haiz..

goin back to home sweet home 2moro afternoon!! so excited to go back, yet dunno why life at klang seems abit empty now..cos more than half of my life is here? haha.

thought of many stuff during these 2 weeks...majority bak chi things, impossible things, & many 'things'...haha...i dun even know what means. anything la..not in the mood to talk bout that now..

btw, hostel now has wireless!! haha...although can't access youtube and pps, but still okay la for fb..temporarily sufficient for me lo..keke..thats why i'm typing this at 3am now..

havta start practicum in sem 3...our grp is going to Eve's Home in pj..its actually a rehabilitation centre for the mentally-ill...wish us luck!

almost done for this short update..lazy to type or attach photos...just one la..which i looked weird in it..tahan laugh cause of the waitress who's helping us to take the photo...& we looked like taking class photo in 2ndary school....haha



we sumore havta stand in angles so that all of us can fit in it..haha
anyway, its just after our last paper....to celebrate sook wah, henry, & wen jun's birthday (namely- WahHouJun's Birthday 2010)..not all 3 on the same day la..but near to each other...cause sem breaks starting & can't meet up to celeb on their actual birthday....

~just confirmed one of our classmates is temporarily 'freezing' her studies because of a competition she entered...anyhow, ALL THE BEST PAL!!!~

okie dokie...wanna off d...have a total sweet night everyone:D

*hating wild butterflies*

anything

can i continue?
blurness fills my brain..
infos dislocated..
confused.
feels like running away from reality.

too much of something.
want geh dun come, duwan geh come one after one.

lack of something.
couldn't find it.
where can I find it?
who can give it to me.

personality rotates.
which is real, which is not?
which of me do you see?

where is the one who can really tells what am I.
whats my purpose of living.
how will my future be.

sheer desperate effin-ly in need of it.
where's the source of it?
can someone near provide it.

still searching.